Don't Send It!!

You know, I did a good thing last night... I wrote some text messages and didn't send them. Thank goodness for that. My mind was absolutely racing again last night... which I didn't forsee due to the Neo Citran and my hopes that it would knock me out right away.

With the comfort of some tunes in my ear, I sort of let my guard down to the hamster on the wheel and he just gave'er. That lil' bastard can sure run, I tell ya. So, I tried to over-analyze the Barb situation... think of things I could do or say, mostly say... which I was fortunate to type into my phone, just to actually see the words and not actually hit send. It made such a big difference. So, now they're all saved in my phone for when I get stupid drunk... decide to pick up the damn phone and finally hit send. At least I have the comfort of knowing that the things I wrote down are nothing I'd really regret sending, but would actually have to be drunk to send. I would know exactly what it says beforehand, so I don't have to wonder what the hell I had typed, 'cuz I never hit 'Save & Send' when sending texts anyways.

That was the bulk of my thought process last night... an episode of Corner Gas and a DVD of Crash that just didn't work (stupid Royal Foods in Langdon).

I think I am now 0 for 5 in the Rrrrrroll Up The Rrrrrrim contest at Tim Horton's. Dammit. At least the coffee is good.