Yawning Monday

I am so bored. I've really hit a lull here on this Monday night... no plans, no goals, no beer... just nothing at all. I have the will to go to bed... but meh... even that has its limitations.

I find myself sort of reflecting a bit... none of which is too pleasant, but probably needs to be done. I can generally look at myself in an objective manner... think outside the head really. Try and get into other people's heads... and I would probably say I'm right or close to some of the time, so I continue doing it.

The quiet weekend left something to be desired... maybe a resolution of some sort. Just one... be it Jeff, Barb or even TL... some sort of resolution would have been nice. Since there wasn't anything, I'm kinda left with nothing to show for it and probably a little more bored because of it.

Heh heh... mid-post test result for "What's Your Type of Girl Test"

The Girl Next Door
66% Sexy-Cute, 57% Dark-Light, 44% Artsy-Stylish
Cute, neither Dark nor Light, and neither Artsy nor Stylish. This sounds like a blah category, right? Oh, my, no. The Girl Next Door has been the subject of more dirty fantasies than you could possibly count. She's so sweet, and innocent, and infinitely corruptible. Every morning you glance out your window hoping she'll have forgotten to draw the blinds. You may feel bad about it, but you know you'll be doing it again tomorrow.

Sounds about right.

Anyways... I'm sorta sitting in limbo at the moment, just generally speaking. I should really sort myself out, but I think I have to look at where I am exactly and then decide what the hell I'm gonna do.

I would love to have some things sorted more than others... but then again, I'll probably need some things before I do anything else.

I would like nothing more though to get the Barb situation sorted out though. I would like to make her my number one priority without actually scaring her away. With other girls before her, I have become a tad gun-shy in going over the top in telling them how much I like 'em. It's my own damn fault and I am beginning to second-guess what I have to do to get more time (than once a month, it seems) with Barb.

Hmmmm... another mid-post test result, "The Beautiful Faces Test."

Alyson Hannigan
53% Eyes, 47% Nose, 61% Mouth, 60% SexyCute

You seem to like big eyes and lips, a smaller nose, and a general trend toward cuteness. Awwww... it doesn't get much cuter than Alyson Hannigan, though we're sure she can be sexy when she tries. Best known as Willow from Buffy, and 'that girl from American Pie', Alyson has big eyes, a cute nose, and a big grin.

That's also about right. She is my kinda girl (in the face). Cute as a button. So is Barb... cute as a button. Ha ha ha... I just have to laugh at myself now. I am so sad... pathetic sad... bored sad. Hell, I'm doing these tests aren't I? That's how bored I am.

Anyways...

I should almost go to bed now... I'm tired of reflecting and test taking. And writing near-useless posts.

And to finish... I wanna make up a quote. I'm probably not making this quote up, but hell...

"What kind of fuckin' self-help tape is guy?"