Like I Said...

As per usual... if I am to vent out the aggrevation, something is bound to happen. I did just say that a few hours ago. If you just got here, it's just in the first couple paragraphs of the first post of the day.

I just looked down at my phone (I can't hear it, 'cuz I have my MP3 player blasting a little Comfort in Sound by Feeder in my ear) and saw the little orange light that signals that there is a text message waiting for me. Sure enough... the butterflies start a fluttering when I open up the flip phone... yeah, its Barbara. She was in Canmore snowboarding yesterday... hence no return of any messages.

Now honestly, that did occur to me as a possiblity of 'why?' but was a little hesitant to list my reasons or speculations of why. I have responded... hell, it's the right thing to do, right? Right? Just kept it pretty easy... asking her if she had a good time. Don't need to punch the gas pedal here... all part of the non-chase theme... I have much doubt I can contain this sort of idea before crumbling down to some sort of desperation level. Damn, I'm a sucker.