Removed Tuesday

Ahhh yes... Tuesday. No hair gel, unshaven, slightly tired... yeah, that's me in a nutshell this morning. I'm not hungover this morning, if that's what you're thinking... I was only on Pepsi at the pub again last night. A nice $2.25 tab... works for me.

Went to the Wildfire to watch the Flames and Avalanche play last night. Man, was it ever empty in there... when we left after two periods, there was only 5 patrons (including Benny and myself) in there. Crap... it was so quiet. Especially since the Flames were winning, we were not having a great time, so we took off pretty early. Plus, Benny's guts were working against him and were poisoning the general vicinity that we were sitting. Ugh!

When I headed home, I had just signed on to the online radio a moment too late to hear the Dallas Stars' third goal to take a 3-2 lead over my Canucks... which the Stars eventually won 4-2. I really sort of wish I saw that game so I knew what to make of it all... but by the sounds of it, it was the Sedin twins and Anson Carter being the only threat in the game. Yikes... that's not performance. And now tonight, they're in Nashville to face the tough Predators. I'm fearing for the Canucks' playoff lives again... this is not the time for a slump.

I shut the radio off after the fourth goal went in... knowing that the Canucks would not recover (which I was correct to assume) and chatted for a little while on MSN. It had the makings of an early night with the mp3 player on. That it was.

I had also come up with the conclusion that if Friday (St. Patrick's Day) is gonna be a drunken disaster, instead of possibly leaving my phone behind, I thought I would remove (not without saving elsewhere) the phone numbers that would cause me the most trouble. So yeah, I got rid of Barb and TL's phone numbers and saved them on my laptop for future use. I really need to knock off those drunken text messages... so if I don't have the numbers to send them to, I won't be sending any. So that's my general idea...

Saying that... at 3:30am this morning, I got a text from Barb asking if I was still up. Ha ha... man, did I deserve that. My stupid phone though... it keeps making noise until I actually pick up the phone and look at the text. It almost sounded like I had 3 messages on my phone, but it was only one when I picked it up. I didn't dignify the text with an answer, I just wanted to go back to sleep. Her text wasn't quite as ridiculous as I think mine have been, which is kinda disappointing in a way... it would sort of absolve me a bit, but it didn't.

I think I'm getting to the point that I'm trying to hard in my head to justify doing anything with her... it really shouldn't be this way, but sadly, it is. I'm really sort of finding myself at crossroad after crossroad and there just isn't any path that is straight for a while. It'd be a lot different if I got to see her more often, then I think I could easily justify trying to chase after her a little bit more, but I don't have that luxury. Phone calls and text messages have the underlying creepiness to them, which I don't really want to reflect. Granted, if I don't keep in contact, there is even less of a chance of getting to see her.

Aarrrgh!

I'm going to try my best to keep myself quiet for the week. Try to remain unto myself for a few days and maybe see if she messages or calls me first. I have much doubt that she'll be out and about on Friday for the drink session that will ensue and I have much doubt that I will be in town that if she did call, that she could meet me. I'm really just at a loss... but will trudge on.

Also on the topic of trudging on... got word yesterday that Devin's Mom passed away on Friday. Poor guy... he's awfully young to have his Mom pass on him. So he'll be staying out in Quebec for at least this week, getting the funeral and estate dealt with. So, I'll be on my own for a little while longer in the EDGAR room... that's alright though, it still looks rather slow at the moment. I'm hoping he'll be alright to be back on Monday or Tuesday... the deadline looms and well, it'll be tough if he's not here.

Well, it looks like I have new bidders for my Rent My Blog space... guess I better check them out. Both sites will need their space filled.