Some days, I really make myself wonder.

It's a strange and renewed feeling of optimism you feel when you've had nine beers, hop into bed and have a fan blowing fresh air into your face. All your bird-brained ideas seem good. You can't possibly go wrong.

Thankfully, I've done nothing of the sorts, although I'm tempted, of doing absolutely stupid with my CrackBerry tonight.

I have been thinking quite fondly of my neighbour, seeing her on a friendly basis for the last week or so. I know there should be a little more to it, but the last few years of conditioning to heartbreak and such makes me shy away like a kid, a fork and an outlet.

Nevertheless, I have kept myself in check tonight, despite my best efforts not to and will head into this long weekend away with a clear conscience... ish.
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