Extra Rough With A Side Of Ouch!

There was going to be pictures for this post... but my camera. It is gone. Shit. I would have called to tell you... but my phone. It's gone too. Damn. Credit card. Yup, gone. Driver's License. That too.

In reaching my goals for getting wasted... I ended up losing pretty much everything, including reason. The only thing I didn't lose, thankfully... was my debit card. I have no idea how I ended up with that if I lost everything else... but I did. Man, was I ever blottoed.

I fully intended on getting super-drunk last night and feel like crap today... but I didn't really think I would be making cancellation calls for my phone and credit card. It's really kind of a downer.

Another thing that was odd... when the autopilot was turned off last night, I was standing at Heritage Station or one of the train stations down south. I didn't have a coat or anything, thankfully it was above zero last night. I managed to get on a train... and the next memory I had was arriving down at Chinook Station. Then... I was downtown wandering around pondering the 5 W's. I walked and walked... managed to get a hot chocolate at an Esso station and then grabbed a $60 cab ride home.

I don't know how I became alone that night... nor why I left Jeff & Benny. This is a terrible tale for any other night... it's surprising that it happened on my birthday.

I finally awoke at 1pm this afternoon... not feeling overly hungover in the head. Rather my gut has been churning for quite a while now. It's sorta stopped now... after dinner, anyways.

This sort of thing makes the need for cutting back the alcohol consumption all the more real. I think the resolution will hold tight pretty well. Come January 1, I will see how long I can go without drinking. Sort of quitting... but not really. Just a hiatus from the liquor cabinet. I wanna make sure I can go for a while again. I have explored this non-drinking thing before... I think I went two weeks the last time.

Anyways... tomorrow is Christmas. We'll probably head over to Chris & Dale's to see Grandma and boys as well. I didn't manage to get the tickets for the boys and myself yesterday... my credit card was maxed out because of my car insurance, so I couldn't get them online. I never made it down to a Ticketmaster outlet either. D'oh! No matter though... I should be able to get some tickets for cheap from Julie. She works around the 'dome anyways... so I will give her a call on Boxing Day or when I'm at work on Tuesday.

Have a good day tomorrow if you don't see another post saying so.