Do You Smell Something?

Good morning... unless you didn't get a shower either this morning.

Thought I would do a quick catch-up this morning... it's gonna be somewhat short, me thinks, since I don't really have a lot goin' on. What do we got this morning... Wednesday? Wow. The week just flies by these days.

Let's try and quickly recap... didn't go to that party on Saturday night. Couldn't say I really felt like it, to be honest. When it really came down to it, I wasn't really in the festive mood and well... I wasn't too sure about the crowd and how long I felt like staying. I thought if Jeff and Jay were about at their new house, I could go over there for a bit afterwards, since I would be close(r) to being up there than normal and then it would also give me a decent excuse to go when I was bored. Instead, Jeff was off to Langdon for the evening and he and Benny were gonna go boarding on Sunday. So, that part of my plan just dissolved.

So, Saturday, watched most of the hockey at home and then went for a few drinks at the Yard. Marcus came and met me for a while... I stuck around until the last possible minute. Didn't really feel like going home, so I didn't really.

Sunday, I acheived next to nothing. Watched a lot of football and stuff like that. Got lots of writing done and stuff, which was good. Talked to Grandma Corley on the phone for a bit... then talked to Dad... it was really just a quiet day all the way around.

Monday night... went to watch the Canucks & Oilers game. Massive disappointment. Still, ended up staying around until 2am.

Yesterday... wasn't too bad, but had the quiet evening and watched Standoff and House. Then bed. It was a great, quiet night.

So yeah.... here we are right now. At work. Unshowered, due to no hot water. Half asleep.

I'm coming to the conclusion that I might have to try not to try again with Barb. My head still races... there's something missing in the equations in my head, but I don't know what it is. So, I'm kinda lost and trying to talk to her is next to impossible. I know we now have plans for January 2nd, so, that might be the next time I try and talk to her. It's super frustrating when you like someone and they just disappear. It's not really that much fun. Ah well... I tried to give her a shout yesterday. Nothing... not even a call back. Tonight, will be another quiet night, possibly shuttin' down really early. Thursday will be floor hockey. Then the weekend... I don't know about the weekend. I don't know how I'm gonna confine myself, if that is at all possible. Maybe I could waste a weekend with sleep and updating the hockey pool.

Anyways... I can't really say it's too happy of times at the moment. Now, I've got this weird pain in my chest. Can't tell where it actually is. Ah well, I'm not worried.