If You Thought I Was Nuts...

... just look at me now.

Tick, tock, tick, tock, tick, tock.

Online, offline... connect, reconnect.

Refresh, refresh, refresh, refresh.

Unemployment, seemingly unemployable-ness & searching can do terrible torturous things to a guy. Believe me! A second posting today and I still don't have the determination to rant about something specific except for my craziness.

500 channels on Sky and nothing on... that doesn't help. Music doesn't seem to calm my nerves. It only seems to be that communication with someone else is the best way to pass the time and no one is around to do that with. Ahhhhhhh... get the guys with the white coats and nets, we've got a loose one!

You know, it could be the enormous amount of coffee I've had as well today that is really doing my nerves in. If I was drinking, which I could be after today, that would calm my nerves... but any residual feelings may creep through and therefore be amplified into something unhealthy and could produce harmful results. Don't really fancy that.

There are some dark clouds coming overhead of the house. That'll cheer me up... ha! Maybe I'll strip down and go running in the rain through the village and maybe, just maybe someone'll commit me into the some dark, dank prison where I can be alone with my horrible, horrible madness.

Yeah, that's it...

I'm not crazy...

You're crazy...

Who said that??

Ahhhhhh... the Doctors are now injecting that sweet, sweet sedative into my body. Mmmmmm... taste like needles.


Well, I thought I would include a picture of where I am sitting and cultivating my madness. Yup, that's it. There with my Finding Nemo mug, a map of Canada as my wallpaper and an office chair for my backside, I'm officially going stir-crazy.

How's that for intimacy?

Climb onto MSN Messenger and find me (belial74@hotmail.com) and I will be on... with webcam and all. It'll be like ClaytonTV... watch the madness as it unfolds!

A preview...


Awful... just awful.